Truvada!!!

Finally got my Truvada pills today. I was struck by two things. Even with assistance from Gilead, and with my insurance, I still have to pay $200 monthly for these pills. So, I don' t know if I'm going to stick with this or not. If I were able to bring the price down to $100 monthly, then it wouldn't be a big deal.  I was also shocked by the size of the pills. They're HUGE!!!!!!!

Old Bud

Went over to an old bud's house this am. I hadn't seen him in over a year. Had totally forgotten what a great cocksucker he is. Besides the fact that he's really good at what he does, is the fact that he's only 3.3 miles away from me, door to door.

Sketchy Sex

I really should know better. I really should. I've been down this road before, and it's ALWAYS a disappointment. On Wed, a "bud" hit me up to come over and get blown. I usually turn him down because he's usually very tweaky, with the sweatiness, twitchiness, and generally rushed, frenetic energy that I don't care for. On this particular Wednesday though, I was very horny and went over anyway. It was immediately apparent that this was something different. He was calm, relaxed, attentive, and gave one of the best blow jobs I've ever had. I really enjoyed myself. So, when he hit me up again on Sunday, I figured, "Why not?" When I got over there, things seemed to be normal until he began sucking me. I told him several times to slow down and relax, but to no avail. I then noticed a glass pipe by the side of his futon. At that point, I told him to stop, got dressed and left. If only there were a way to tell beforehand how tweaky potential hookups are.

Truvada Shaming

I was having dinner with a group of friends this week, and told them I was going on Truvada. Of the five people there, including me, two were physicians. Imagine my surprise when their reactions were, "Why are you doing that?" and "What are you doing that you need to take it?" I explained that my primary care physician recommends it for all his sexually active negative patients, but that didn't seem to appease them. I told them I was surprised that they weren't applauding me for being responsible and for taking steps to further protect myself and others. I'm deeply disappointed in them, and quite a bit offended. Any comments?

Officially on Truvada!

Saw doc today, and got script for Truvada. Gotta call CareMark and get this ball rolling.

Truvada Musings

I'm going to see my doc tomorrow about getting on PReP. All day long, I've been thinking about breeding hole again. It's been well over a year now, and I miss it. I was watching "Cum Crazy Carpenters" today, and was loving watching a bottom telling Jim Ferro, "Mark my cunt, daddy. Give me your load." LOVE having a bottom tell me to breed him. I've also been thinking about a bud of mine who moved away to one of the Carolinas. He was a gang bang bottom boy who lived for getting his cunt all cummy. I loved sliding my cock into his cum filled cunt and adding my load to the mix. Of all the men I've ever fucked, he still has the best, smoothest, silkiest cunt out there. Brent, if you're reading this, come back here!!!